I love you so much…
I was the one who made that mistake and let you go thinking
That someone so special would come along,
But then i found out you are that special someone for me,
And now I suffer every night when you don’t call,
Or when your not online, or your with her.
Even though you tell me you love me so much
and your always their for me,
Well where are you now?
I know i made this mistake myself but then why dont we talk anymore?
Why am I always the one crying all alone with no one to
Help or comfort…if you love me so much?*
*I feel the constant pain in my heart…i miss you so much…
I never thought a person could make me feel this way,
I love you so much, but the hard part about all of this is do you love me?
Or her? it’s always going to come down to that Choice,
So you should just disappoint me now,
Because i know that is what your going to do,
I’ve cried so many times without you their to comfort
Me ive finally seen how cold hearted you really are,
That is why i feel that constant pain in my heart*
*I miss you so much, I wish every night for one last kiss,
One last talk, one last hug, and one last decision,
So that maybe I could turn this all around,
And make everything back up to you,
And stop all of this pain that is hidden away inside of me,
And most of all feel loved by the one person who I love the most,
That is all i want to do for just one last time*
*The Good and The bad times, the depressed and the Happy,
It alll goes around, life is full of good suprises and bad,
Occupied by love and hate,
Feelings go up and down as we all ride this rollar coaster we call Life,
Sometimes a thril sometimes just plain shit,
But all together its something each
And every one of us cherish and praise,
So just remember its life deal with it*
*Staring out of my window,
Thinking of all the good and the bad times we’ve gone through together,
And now I face the facts of going through even more all alone without
You here with me to enjoy or cope with whatever
I have to go through in the future,
Why did you leave me to face them all alone,
I never thought you were that cold-hearted,
But I guess when it comes right down to it,
You just don’t know what you want or who you care about*
*I always feel stranded when you don’t call,
Or when your not online, why can’t I just forget about you?
Why are you that important in my life?
I guess maybe when you were nice and
Actully cared about how
I felt you must of gotten me hooked on you like a drug,
Was that your plan? And then to go out and find someone else
And to leave me all alone and stranded,
Feeling all the pain and misery while your out having the time of your life?*
*You may think I have forgotten all about you, and moved on,
Is that the impression you get when I’m smiling or laughing?
Well if you do that is certainly not true,
I can only manage a smile or a giggle but they don’t mean anything,
The only real way for me to truly be happy is to be with
You again and relive all of those good moments
And to have all this pain in my heart be ridden of
Me and to bring in all of the good memories to come,
To bad that its just a star that I’m just a little bit to short to reach*
*Someday will I find another someone
That makes me feel as you made me feel?
Or maybe even better?
Maybe but as of right now I am stuck on you,
I love you so much, All i want is to be with you again,
In your arms and feel protected and loved once again,
Why can’t you be that special someone to me once again?*